Video: Rita - Headaches
really bad nosebleeds
cust. svc, not good
back, L side headaches
quick severe twinges
debilitating
headaches wake me up in morning
starts in back L side
top back L side
sometimes into R, on back side
Aleve
Motrin
showers
waking me up
need to go have a beer afterwards
when it comes in Eve right when tired and ready to sleep
have a beer or something to alleviate it
early morning or late at night
it's "exactly" what I want to do w/my life- morning shift
used to work nights Beth jazz singer, would sing on piano
would piss me off
this is not what I saw myself doing
I trained for 4 yrs at local conservatory jazz vocals, can also play
angry
I put in my dues
and this is all I have
I auditioned around town
audition standards, don't get a call back
nothing ever comes of it
it happens SO easy for her, makes me mad
I was a little tired of working with her for days, so I now work mornings
headaches, now nosebleeds too
I started off doing classical music, wanted opera singer
started school, one teacher did jazz, took class and so much Easier
I don't know what it was
don't want to sound cheesy
the one time in your life, everything feels in sync
I did one recital for class, I got up in front of everyone
** When ppl touch their nose they are lying or don't know what they are saying
** also pulled out collar of shirt
piano player in sync w/drummer
it was SO fun
first time felt fulfilled w/art, changed major
it was my passion, it was new so fresh
*touch chin
same person works with me, worked on it for a while
*touch fhead
so frustrating
I feel like I put in my dues
and then that Beth, I fucking hate her
I don't even think she's that good
I don't see what she has that I don't
so she's been in NY
I don't know why...
* hand slaps
fed up
my Jr yr dating this guy, sweet guy, or so I thought
out of the blue he broke up with me
whatever, it as mutual, whatever
hit me pretty hard
said I drank too much haha
** after remedy she checked herself into rehab
all of a sudden he left me
planned on moving in tog
went to counselor, therapist- never had seen one
I talked to my friends
put me on Prozac
it didn't really effect me for sev wks
then started to, wasn't sure if it was summer and I was happy
I stopped taking it, it maybe wasn't doing anything for me
depression does run in my family
my mom went thru midlife crisis
I need ot take care of it, don't see how I cna do it right now
I hang out w/friends
strong support gp
go out have a blast
** In response to how much I drink
maybe 4x per wk, couple of beers then club hopping dancing
started smoking
we go out to these clubs, I want to see what the competition is
we went down to this club
I won't outwardly do anything
we went to Tula's and saw act
I was sitting grinding my teeth, sticking fork in hand trying not to scream
we had about 5 jack and cokes
we were festively inebriated
** tongue to top teeth, along
he grabs peanuts and throw them at her, it was most beautiful thing ever, she sucked! I just kept grinding my teeth
he was doing it for me, it was the sweetest thing I've ever seen , laughed about it for hours
I think she missed two bars and then came back in as if nothing had happened
so frustrating when ppl are on their toes
I am irritable before my period, aren't we all?
** When ppl justify their symptoms it's describing their pathology
I wake up headaches still there
basically for 3-4 days lock myself in my room with a tub of B&J's chunky monkey and sad movies
sit there and cry
terrible cramps
take baths
pop Motrin
doesn't always help out
feels like whole world will crash in on me
can't plan anything wk before period
try not to call
don't like going out
every so much fun when I have to work those days- don't make as much in tips *sarcasm*
cramps and headaches
so freakin irritable
roommate did clicking thing with tongue pissed me off so bad... almost
I think I locked her out one time, she went out for coffee and I locked her out
lizard cage with red light blaring on us at all times
ok once period starts
can live life again
rmmate was really nice, took care of me
felt really bad at that time of the month
I know I take stuff out on her
she has 2 lizards, one is dominant, other is anorexic feeds w/syring and baby food
she wanted to get a snake
I had a fish, fish are fine- feed once per 2 days
it doesn't matter what kind, I hate them all
I grew up in a really little town
other than sharks, snakes are my biggest fear
there were rattlesnakes
100ppl yr round, lots of snakes
I do smoke half pack a day
I've smoked for a while now
points to lymph nodes, had it a little while now
doesn't matter now since I don't get jobs
but I need my voice when I work tables
doesn't like things around my neck or things touching my neck
anything constricting neck = claustrophobic
can't wear tight necklaces
feel too constricted
I'm really physically active, go to gym
take Vit C
I've been bruising really easily
bumping table at work, hurt for a sec then nothing, becomes giant bruise
I'll see new ones and don't know how they got there
hands
knees, esp.
I life weights
shins badly
playing basketball and softball - falling, etc. and didn't get bruises then- don't play full contact sports now, don't know
drinks a day? maybe at least a beer, prefer foo foo drinks
depends on the week, who's in town
go out with friends for a couple of hrs couple of cosmos
I drink no earlier than 4 in afternoon
otherwise whole day is wasted
I don't think I have a prob with it
I've only thrown up a couple of times ever from drinking
I probably drink avg 3-4X per week
sometimes in beer and pizza
don't mix my drinks
it's a big social thing
I can still do it
really bad nosebleeds
cust. svc, not good
back, L side headaches
quick severe twinges
debilitating
headaches wake me up in morning
starts in back L side
top back L side
sometimes into R, on back side
Aleve
Motrin
showers
waking me up
need to go have a beer afterwards
when it comes in Eve right when tired and ready to sleep
have a beer or something to alleviate it
early morning or late at night
it's "exactly" what I want to do w/my life- morning shift
used to work nights Beth jazz singer, would sing on piano
would piss me off
this is not what I saw myself doing
I trained for 4 yrs at local conservatory jazz vocals, can also play
angry
I put in my dues
and this is all I have
I auditioned around town
audition standards, don't get a call back
nothing ever comes of it
it happens SO easy for her, makes me mad
I was a little tired of working with her for days, so I now work mornings
headaches, now nosebleeds too
I started off doing classical music, wanted opera singer
started school, one teacher did jazz, took class and so much Easier
I don't know what it was
don't want to sound cheesy
the one time in your life, everything feels in sync
I did one recital for class, I got up in front of everyone
** When ppl touch their nose they are lying or don't know what they are saying
** also pulled out collar of shirt
piano player in sync w/drummer
it was SO fun
first time felt fulfilled w/art, changed major
it was my passion, it was new so fresh
*touch chin
same person works with me, worked on it for a while
*touch fhead
so frustrating
I feel like I put in my dues
and then that Beth, I fucking hate her
I don't even think she's that good
I don't see what she has that I don't
so she's been in NY
I don't know why...
* hand slaps
fed up
my Jr yr dating this guy, sweet guy, or so I thought
out of the blue he broke up with me
whatever, it as mutual, whatever
hit me pretty hard
said I drank too much haha
** after remedy she checked herself into rehab
all of a sudden he left me
planned on moving in tog
went to counselor, therapist- never had seen one
I talked to my friends
put me on Prozac
it didn't really effect me for sev wks
then started to, wasn't sure if it was summer and I was happy
I stopped taking it, it maybe wasn't doing anything for me
depression does run in my family
my mom went thru midlife crisis
I need ot take care of it, don't see how I cna do it right now
I hang out w/friends
strong support gp
go out have a blast
** In response to how much I drink
maybe 4x per wk, couple of beers then club hopping dancing
started smoking
we go out to these clubs, I want to see what the competition is
we went down to this club
I won't outwardly do anything
we went to Tula's and saw act
I was sitting grinding my teeth, sticking fork in hand trying not to scream
we had about 5 jack and cokes
we were festively inebriated
** tongue to top teeth, along
he grabs peanuts and throw them at her, it was most beautiful thing ever, she sucked! I just kept grinding my teeth
he was doing it for me, it was the sweetest thing I've ever seen , laughed about it for hours
I think she missed two bars and then came back in as if nothing had happened
so frustrating when ppl are on their toes
I am irritable before my period, aren't we all?
** When ppl justify their symptoms it's describing their pathology
I wake up headaches still there
basically for 3-4 days lock myself in my room with a tub of B&J's chunky monkey and sad movies
sit there and cry
terrible cramps
take baths
pop Motrin
doesn't always help out
feels like whole world will crash in on me
can't plan anything wk before period
try not to call
don't like going out
every so much fun when I have to work those days- don't make as much in tips *sarcasm*
cramps and headaches
so freakin irritable
roommate did clicking thing with tongue pissed me off so bad... almost
I think I locked her out one time, she went out for coffee and I locked her out
lizard cage with red light blaring on us at all times
ok once period starts
can live life again
rmmate was really nice, took care of me
felt really bad at that time of the month
I know I take stuff out on her
she has 2 lizards, one is dominant, other is anorexic feeds w/syring and baby food
she wanted to get a snake
I had a fish, fish are fine- feed once per 2 days
it doesn't matter what kind, I hate them all
I grew up in a really little town
other than sharks, snakes are my biggest fear
there were rattlesnakes
100ppl yr round, lots of snakes
I do smoke half pack a day
I've smoked for a while now
points to lymph nodes, had it a little while now
doesn't matter now since I don't get jobs
but I need my voice when I work tables
doesn't like things around my neck or things touching my neck
anything constricting neck = claustrophobic
can't wear tight necklaces
feel too constricted
I'm really physically active, go to gym
take Vit C
I've been bruising really easily
bumping table at work, hurt for a sec then nothing, becomes giant bruise
I'll see new ones and don't know how they got there
hands
knees, esp.
I life weights
shins badly
playing basketball and softball - falling, etc. and didn't get bruises then- don't play full contact sports now, don't know
drinks a day? maybe at least a beer, prefer foo foo drinks
depends on the week, who's in town
go out with friends for a couple of hrs couple of cosmos
I drink no earlier than 4 in afternoon
otherwise whole day is wasted
I don't think I have a prob with it
I've only thrown up a couple of times ever from drinking
I probably drink avg 3-4X per week
sometimes in beer and pizza
don't mix my drinks
it's a big social thing
I can still do it
